Friday, June 3, 2011

!!~!!For You!!~!!

For you a special person….
Who will always remain in a special place in my heart forever…..
For you the one who held me in your loveing arms for the first time…
Your the one who was there to see me take me first baby steps…
For you the one who will and always will be my #1 bestfriend….
Even though we have had our ups and downs…
At the end of the day we know we still love each other…
For you at beautiful independent women who struggled a lot for me…
You were still standing tall and strong to be ready for the next battle…
For you who now is my my angel that is watching over me….
I know you dont want me to feel hurt or guilty but I do….
For you the one who has been seeing me make BIG mistakes….
I know your disappointed at times for what I have done…
For you I am glad n thankful to have had you here for me….
Because without you I don’t know were I would be right now in life….
For you I will miss and love a lot until the day we meet again….
I will stay strong and grow up to be the women you wanted me to be…
For you my loveing mother who I think about everyday of the hour….
This is your babygirl just droping by to say I love and miss you..
…………………………………………..LOVE

Girls vs. Boys!!

As to me writing this piece didn’t take much effort yet again it did, I research some of my information but most of it i already knew by a couple different ways. From seeing it happen, hearing it and actually being in that spot of some of the things…so just maybe you’ll get what I’m putting out here.
So lets just start out. haha this is gonna be funny!!! To let you in on this I’m gonna tell you the girl and the boys views of different things in a relationship.
GIRLS:Girls will be girls and boys if your trying to change them GIVE UP!! it’ll never happen, their always going to talk, complain and stuff. Also guys think alot different than girls.
BOYS:  Boys are who they are and that’s final, they don’t talk about there problem and complain or give a life story about some stupid stuff. Here comes the truth, girls they’d rather sit down with you and make out rather than listen to you talk trust me. Also guys love there guy time so girls don’t be jealous and GIRLS they don’t let me tell you one more time THEY DON’T usually understand a word you say or pay attention to it, so bring it back down to their level of inteligence.
GIRLS:Girls ya’ll know you got yours moods and are proud of it but don’t be so moodie and mean to the guys for everything, But theres one thing girls DON”T let a guy control you .Girls, guys only want one thing so get a grip, try to find a real man that wants you. Not the other jazz if you know what i mean. It’ll save you from alot of pain.
BOYS:Okay look I know yall guys can’t really control what you want, as to I think you know what i mean. All yall seem to want is to take them to your bed and just have some fun and trust me girls know that but the good thing not ALL guys are like that. But  boys your gonna need to learn, look at it this way a girl wants you, yea that wanna cuddle, kiss and such but they also want you there for support, for you to be there when no one else is so do that and girls easyly know right away the reason why you want them.
GIRLS:We gotta lot of friends duh and we wanna hang like always and things come up with them and problems and you want to be there but also you and your boyfriend were supposed to hang and such. But come on don’t ditch your boo such as cancel out on them because if they ask you out it means something and probly actully want you so just nah just don’t do it just don’t girls.
BOYS:  Same here it seems like yall do that alot, NOT COOL, like in school don’t ignore your girlfriend thats just wrong and it don’t make sence. Same as when your with you girlfriend and your guys come over DON”T ingnore her. She never does it so why do yall?
GIRLS:  When guys get older they like being crazy and trying different things no matter what it is, but sometimes you can trust him but sometimes you can’t really. Sometimes they start drinking and doing stupid things like drugs because its cool i guess to them but girls it may not be cool and safe to be around him or keep him anymore but if you do give him tha plain rule “you cant do any of it when im around,”
A couple of exampls and things for both girls and boys but it jsut doesn’t stop there look at the links bellow and find more information about this topic                     
facts about guys that girls should know                                                      what girls want from a relationship link

Freedom

I asked mom if I could fly,
And just be free.
She said “No. You need wings,
And you need to stay with me.”

So day and night I prayed,
Wishing to leave,
Then I cried and said,
“I want to be free.”

Then one day I woke up,
And heard some one sing.
Then I looked in the mirror,
To see I had wings.

I opened my hand,
And found a key,
To remove the chain,
That had been put on me.

I went down to mom and said
“You can’t hold me,
I’m going to fly,
I’m ment to be free.”

So I flew away and did not look back,
I heard mom cry
Then I said “I love you mom,
But this is good-bye.”

Flying car history

One day i was just thinking how in the world would someone make a flying car. I went on the internet and i found this man named Paul S. Moller. The flyingcar that he invented was called the M400. The Skycar is a powered-lift VTOL aircraft with a projected top speed of over 350 mph and a range of  750 miles.This car is very good if you are stuck in a ton of cars and this car is good for you because you can just fly over all of the cars.
The circle car thing is called the moller Neuera, M200G, and it was the first flying car that he made. The ultimate off-road vehicle, the Neuera flies over obstacles, and all types of terrain: dirt, water, marsh, swamp, sand, snow or ice. The multipurpose Neuera can operate up to 10 feet above any surface.Its ducted fans provide lift and propulsion without the dangerous exposed rotor blades and high maintenance costs of rotary-winged aircraft. The vehicle uses state-of-the-art fly-by-wire computer technology to monitor, control and maintain stability of the vehicle, while simultaneously making it simple and easy to operate. I hoped that you liked my blog and that is all the information that i found.

Heart........

There’s a girl that likes this boy.She doesn’t know how to tell him.All these what if questions are running through her head.She talks to one of her close friends and she tells her to tell him how you feel. She’s so scared because she doesn’t want to get her heartbroken.One day she decides to write a letter and give it to him.

The Letter….

Well I don’t know how to start this off about how I feel about you it’s kinda hard for me to tell you.Normally I don’t tell people how I feel I just hold things in.But I really,really like you..

From.The Girl

He takes the letter and her friend trys to talk to him and get them to date.Well as the days go by the boy never replys and the girl moves on with her life..So some weeks or months go by and one day they happen to run into each other in the hallway at school it’s seems he’s been going around school telling people we went out the girl had no idea at all she was lost and confused and didn’t know what to say for herself but WE DID!!! (In Shock) the boy says yes…the girl still was lost and confused then she say’s okay I remember to try and play it off the make him look good. But as the went there sepreate ways it all comes back to the girl and she is thinking well maybe we did go out but I just can’t remember. The girl was kinda happy.Her feelings grew for him as she went on with her life and she didn’t know what type of feelings she was having because it was a crazy one and it was very unusual for her.Well from then on they have been talking for a long time.They have there ups and downs but in the end they still cool.
Bullies are all the same
always talking smack
behind another person’s back
calling them big, fat, short, and tall
causing them to break down and fall

They are the ones who causes fights
punching kids with their pants to tight
making victims cry
but is there really a reason why

There usually big, tough and strong
but when it comes to school
they get held back to long
always making others do their homework
being that big bad jerk

Bullies are always getting suspended
by their victims getting offended
always getting in trouble in class
knowing that’s not the last

When will bullies stop
They keep getting arrested by that same old cop

A 4 Sale Sign

The last time i seen you                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         You were not like I remembered two years back                                                                                                                                                                                                                               You changed your ways                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             Since two years back
Two years back we weren’t so close                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            But now we are                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  You went from good                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      That changed into bad
The last time I saw you last summer                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           We got so close, I still can imagine today                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   But now it’s done                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               Last summer was the last time I’ll ever see you
I’ll never forget you                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           I’ll never stop looking and chasing for you                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 I won’t sleep till your hands in mine
It’s the 4sale sign that toor us apart forever more
You’ll always be in my heart                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              After every tear I cry for you                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        I’ll never stop loving you                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    For you and me forever more

FRIENDS








ARE FRIENDS IMPORTANT OR ARE THEY JUST ANOTHER PERSON IN THE WORLD? IN FACT FRIENDSHIPS ARE IMPORTANT. FRIENDS ARE WHAT MAKES MY WORLD GO ROUND. THEY ARE ALWAYS ON YOUR SIDE WHEN THERE IS A SITUATION GOING ON AT SCHOOL, HOME, OR IN LIFE. FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE YOU CAN LEAN ON. FRIENDS ARE THE ONLY THINGS YOU NEED WHEN YOUR LIFE IS GOING DOWN THE DRAIN. EVEN WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS AT ALL YOU CAN STILL MEET NEW PEOPLE NO MATTER HOW WEIRD, LAME, CRAZY, OR SHY YOU OR THEY MAY BE. I'M VERY SHY BUT MY FRIENDS DON'T MIND. IF YOU ARE SHY YOUR FRIENDS WOULDN'T MIND LIKE ME BECAUSE TRUE FRIENDS WOULDN'T MIND YOUR PERSONALLITY.


SOME PEOPLE HAVE MONEY TO MAKE THEM HAPPY, SOME PEOPLE HAVE PETS TO MAKE THEM HAPPY, EVEN SOME PEOPLE HAVE SONGS TO MAKE THEM HAPPY,BUT SOME POEPLE LIKE ME HAVE FRIENDS TO MAKE US HAPPY. MY FRIENDS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME BECAUSE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR SOMEONE TO LAUGH WITH THEY ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT. MY FRIENDS ARE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME.THE THINGS THAT MOST PEOPLE IS THAT THEY'RE SUPPORTIVE, THEY GIVE GOOD ADVICE WHEN THEIR SAD, THEY HAVE A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOR, THEY'RE FUN, HELPFUL, NOT SELFISH, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THEY SUPPORT THE GOALS AND DREAMS THAT YOU HAVE AND WANT TO ACCOMPLISH AND FOLLOW.


WHEN YOU HAVE BEST FRIENDS LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO THERE'S A LESS CHANCE YOU WILL BE SAD. WHEN YOU ARE BEING TEASED OR MADE FUN OF LIKE SOME PEOPLE, YOUR FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS PROTECT YOU FROM ANY HARM LIKE VERBALLY AND PHYSICALLY BULLIES. EVEN IF YOU HAVE MOVE TO A DIFFERENT SCHOOL OR SOMEWHERE FAR FROM YOUR FRIENDS YOU WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS THERE AND STILL KEEP YOUR OLD FRIENDS AND IF YOUR OLD FRIENDS DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR FRIENDS WITH YOU THEN THEY ARE NOT TRULY YOUR FRIEND, BUT IF YOU'RE LIKE ME YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE BEST FRIENDS.








Crimes

The history of a crime goes back in the 13 century when ,crime meant sinfulness. The word crime may have come from the Latin word cernere. Back in the 13 century a crime meant to be a sin referring to the state having committed such a violation.

A crime is when someone breach of rules or laws which some governing authority. Crimes have different meanings like some are robbery,black mail, kidnapping and there are a lot more that people break.

My question is why do people, do crimes? I think they commit crimes because they have done something wrong and that is the only thing they know how to do. They also my have to do something like rob a bank to get money because someone in their family is sick. They need the money for something that can help them get well. At answer .com many people think other people commit crimes because they are depressed,angry,or their may be something wrong with them. People say that they are trying to make money quickly for various reasons.

The statistics of a crime being reported are n ot a lot. Most people dont report crimes to the police. Their are three different types of data collection and they are Victims,Offenders, and Offences. Offender are the people that commit offences. The offences are the people that breaks the law.Many people become victims of crimes. A victim is someone that is hurt or they may noyt even have to be hurt. Some victim may have to chance their life to be safe because they witness something. They do that because the criminal may wont to kill the witnesss some that person goes to the witness protection program.

People commit crimes of many different reason. So think before you do one you of you do won because you could mess your hole life up.

Lovely Her I Really Love

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Nothing can make me feel better
Her Lovely hair
Her Lovely smile
Lovely eyes the way they are as green as mine
She is so Lovely smart, and, beautiful
Lovely, Lovely, lovely you

Lovely everything that I dream of
Could wish for Lovely you
Wish I could see her Lovely Sparkle
Lovely now always will
Love you forever and still
Lovely, Lovely, Lovely you

Without you I’m not complete
Because you are the only one I seek
Forever and always you’re with me
I will always see your beauty within
And you know when I see you
I can’t help but grin
Lovely, Lovely, Lovely you

You’re still the one for me
And I will always remember
When your lips touched mine
I wonder if you love me
So please give me a sign
Lovely, Lovely, Lovely you

Alexys This poem is for You

Dulce Suenos (sweet dreams)

Dulce Sueños means Sweet Dreams
Sueño means I dream

Sueño how I will grow up to be a young beautiful lady.
Sueño with my Quinceñera that long beautiful dress, being the princess I am.
Sueño with the love of my life.
Sueño with how many kids I will have or what gender they will be,
Sueño how my first kiss will be like,will my lips be chapped or cracked or dry.
Sueño on my first date.
Sueño with how my love of my life will propose to me and what will I say.
Sueño with my husband telling me not to cry on our wedding day because I will ruin the makeup and there is no time to redo it.
Sueño with my dad walking me down the aisle ready to hand his little princess to the man he trust,
or how my dad will whisper into my future’s husband ear to take really good care of me.
Sueño how I will grow old with my children taking care of me.
Sueño how I will die beside my husband,
Sueño of every thing I lived from Sweet Dreams to ugly nightmares.

If I were a Union Soldier in the Civil War by Zach W

          It was 1861, it was a nice sunny day living a life as a soldier. There thousands more of us soldiers leaving America to fight for our causes. Military service meant many months away from our families and our homes. But for us civilians that left home became soldiers, it was a very hard life and used to the demands of army life. We spent hours drilling in the ground for cover, often inadequate of food and shelter. A soldiers home was a rectangular piece of canvas buttoned to another to form a small two man tent, or as a Dog Tent us soldiers called them. I was first introduced to General Gamble, every union soldier was issued a gun for war. Our drills weres fighting and drilling it was part of our daily routine for all of us union soldier. Infantry soldiers usually drilled as squads or in company formations. For the Infantry drums were used to pronounce daily activities that we did. We always wore a wool uniform, a belt set that included a cartridge box, cap box, bayonet and scabbard, a haversack for rations, a canteen, and a blanket roll or knapsack which contained a wool blanket, a shelter half and perhaps a rubber blanket or poncho. Inside was a change of socks, writing paper, stamps and envelopes, ink and pen, razor, toothbrush, comb and other personal items. A private's salary amounted to $13.00 per month. Despite many orders to the contrary, many soldiers kept pets with them including dogs, cats, squirrels, raccoons, and other wildlife. By far, the food we received has been the source of more stories than any other aspect of army life. Us soldiers received a variety of edibles. Our Meat usually came in the form of salted pork or, on rare occasions, fresh beef. Rations of pork or beef were boiled, broiled or fried over open campfires. Us soldiers loved to sing and there were many tunes popular in both armies. A variety of instruments were available to musically minded soldiers including guitars, banjos, flutes, and harmonicas. Our favorite song was "Home Sweet Home" we always sung it, it just reminded us of our families and homeland.  I remember when I was at Fort Fisher, it was a nice sunny day it was January 13 when all of sudden the confederate pop out and attacked us and then Major General Benjamin Butler told us to attack after 2 years the battle was over the confederate thought they had us out numbered but they were the ones that thought wrong and at the end they surrendered, during that time we were supported by the naval force of nearly 60 vessels to renew operations against the fort.  After that fight we were all were given medals, but alot of us were wounded after that battle of Fort Fisher. I rember another battle in July of 1863, In July of 1863, General Robert E. Lee's Army of Northern Virginia of 75,000 men and the 97,000 man Union Army of the Potomac, under George G. Meade, concentrated together at Gettysburg.  In taking the army north from the Rappahannock, General Lee's objective was to induce the Union Army to disperse across a broad front along the Mason-Dixon line, and then, by maneuver, draw it to a point far from its base of supply where it could be attacked and beaten in detail.  The Confederate 1st Corps and General A.P. Hill's corps grappled along McPherson's Ridge for several hours. Early that day Reynolds was killed by sniper  bullet in the brain he was a good man. The had went on for two tormenting years but we then finally won. But after many years of battle and have a hard life of a soldier and getting injured alot has taught me alot for fighting in the civil war.

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Kris Odom's Best Writing

The Secrets Zone

By:Kristopher Odom

Entry From:The Journal Of Agent KO




Part 1




“Jump time in T-minus 30 seconds. ” It was time. It was the middle of the night and I was about to start my first mission. I grabbed my parachute and my gear. In my backpack full of gadgets my favorites being folding hook that looks like a IPad, my night vision/regular vision binoculars, my video watch, and my computer screen that is built into my sunglasses that is all the gadgets that I can tell you about for now. My mission was to parachute 14 miles away from an enemy base and then sneak into it and gather Intel that contains the code to the nuclear missile that is aimed at the White House. I have less than two days to complete this mission. “Jump Time in T minus 10 seconds”. Here I gooooooo!!!!!!!! I stepped out of the airplane door, beginning my free fall to the earth 7000 feet below. Wind whipped past my face, the green blur beneath me quickly materializing into trees of the jungle. Hand clenched on my ripcord, I pulled the cord and my parachute flew out and yanked me to a slower speed.This is AWESOME! I fell for 20 seconds but it felt like forever. At first it was fun but it didn’t last the whole trip to the ground. Alright fun's over. I have to focus on my mission. I looked at a map of the area on my IPhone and planed my route to my first checkpoint. Three miles until I have to get in my camouflage. After walking about a mile I heard a noise. What was that noise? It almost sounds like a snake! I turned around to see a Full Grown Python Snake! Time for my tazer darts, I am glad I pack them for my mission. I took careful aim and shot the Python right in the neck.As i put my tazer darts away I grabbed my night vision goggles and scanned the area to see if there was any more threats. After about 5 minutes to make sure I was alone I started to walk again. After about an hour I got the first check point and radioed to head quarters. In five miles i have another check in then I am on my own. I put on my camouflage and started to walk again. After three miles of walking I checked my GPS but it wasn’t getting a signal. I checked my radio and my phone for signal both read no signal. I saw a cliff nearby and started to walk to so I could try and get signal. But before I got to close I checked it out with my night vision and saw something I didn’t see before on the cliff disguised to blend with the rock was a mini base that had a satellite. Maybe that is what is causing my devices from being able to get a signal. This may be a trap of maybe even this is the main base and maybe the other base that my bosses saw when they planned this mission is a decoy. The only way to find out now is to climb up there and find out. All I know is if this is the main base then there is more to their plan then we thought. Now I am thinking that the python was no accident I think it was a trap and that they know I am here. I wish there was another route up the mountain than this one. They are probably waiting to catch me at the top. If I hurry before daybreak I may be able to climb up the other side and sneak in from the top of the mountain. As I started on my way I saw a tripwire that went around the base of the mountain. After that I knew I had reached the main base and that my whole mission relied on if I make it to the other side and and climb up and sneak into the base without setting off any traps that the enemy has set to keep intruders out. If I fail to get the info the whole U.S. will fall apart and be open to other countries to take over and ruin the lives of the U.S. people. Alot rest on me completing this mission but no pressure. This mission restarts here...










- Part 2




My feet started to move and my mind began to think. I traced the wire to see what the trap was when I got to the end to my surprise I saw a rack of machine guns. The triggers were connected to the string, loose but not to loose that way if the string was pulled they would go off. I took my knife and cut 2 of the machine guns off the rack and cut the string off the triggers and put them on my backpack. I did the same with one gun for me to carry and unhooked all the ammo in the guns and put the ammo in my backpack, took out my laptop and my climbing hook and got to work. Before I started to work on my laptop I looked at the guns closely and realized they were AK-47’s the most famous of all machine guns. This meant they had money and enough brains in their heads to know what to use to set a good trap. This means this will be alot harder than I thought. I was tempted to run back to my drop off point so I could radio headquarters but I knew that I couldn't turn back now. My mentor told me that this feeling is called the “Jazz” also he said that once you get the “Jazz” it never leaves you, to be specific it the feeling that when you come across a problem you will try everything possible even if that mean that you get hurt or even killed. Even if I do die It will be for a good cause. If I don’t die well I will NEVER forget this experience. All I need to do is survive long enough to get the code to headquarters so they can enter the code.




THEN. All of a sudden my radio crackled ... “Base to agent …. base to agent....over”.




I picked it up and answered “agent to base...agent to base...over”.




“Copy that agent we have lost your position can you inform us on you position”.




“No offense base but I have to ask for a pass code so I can release that information...over”.




“Agent to Base... Do you copy?...Over”




“Base to Agent.. Pass code is DNA 123...Over”




“That is correct base.. sending coordinates now”




“ Agent this must be malfunctioning we have you 3 miles away from target area”




“Base... that is not a mistake i think we have been tricked I found another hideout on the side of a mountain... I think this is the real enemy base camp...by the way this place is full of traps.”




“Agent we recorded that Info...there is no need to complete your mission now...”




“Base if we do not get that code then the White House will be destroyed...even if I do get fired for this I am going to get those codes and then I am going to radio for you to pick me up Then you can send the Calvary in to capture them...over”




“Ok Agent we will do this your way if it works you have a job if not you are going to be fired immediately...over”




“Base..thank you...any more questions?...”




“Agent...if you mind us asking how do you plan on getting in there...”




“Base...What I do does not matter..the only thing that matters is that you need to have a helicopter ready to pick me up and get out of hear...”




“Agent.. we have a helicopter on its way now...that means you have 2 hours to complete this mission.....”




“Base...Ok in 2 hours and 15 minutes I am going to need 2 fighter jets to blow this place to smithereens...over and out...”













Part 3




After my conversation with base I started to climb up the mountain. I stated by put my right hand first, not above my head but high enough to start my climb. I fond a foot hold and started to climb. As I climbed I realized that I needed a way to tell if there was a trap ahead of me. So I found a ledge that provided a good amount of cover and put together a system to do so.




My system had a camera duck taped to my helmet. Then wired so it would be seen on my goggles by me. It was a setback but might come in handy in the future.




I started to climb again. Carefully but quickly. After about 30 minutes, my arms felt like they were about to fall off.Then I look up and saw that I only had about 30 meters left and then I would be done with the climbing. It was like a fire had been light on my butt I climbed that so fast I think that I set a new world record.




As I climbed over the top 3 uniformed enemy soldiers appeared. Before they could react I had singled out the leader (He had the cleanest uniform). I drew my gun shoot the lower ranked solders and knock the leader unconscious. After I made sure that he was knocked out, I took his uniform and put it on. I left almost all of my gear but its OK, I am sure base has plenty of replacements. All I took was my radio, the guns, the extra ammo, and the map I found in the leaders pocket. I made sure I collect the guns they were using and took out the ammo (they had FAMAS's). Again I took one of the guns just to make sure the leader couldn’t use it for anything.




While I walked to the base (which I located on the map), I found hidden in a small pocket on the leaders uniform a day planner but it was thin, I looked at the things for the rest of the day. at 4:15pm “I” had a meeting to receive the code from the commander. I have been very lucky in the past few minutes I hope my luck continues.




As I walked to the commanders office I knocked out a guard and took is .22 magnum folding pug. I may have to use it in the future. I found the commanders office walked up to it. I didn’t like the look of it from the outside the windows were barred and completely black. Now that I think about it this base is more like an upgraded mobster hideout than a terrorist base. I looked at the knob, reached out, grabbed it , and turned it. I started to pushed the door open but stopped, knocked, a voice yelled out and said...


Part 4




"Come in” said the enemy general.As I walked in I smelled food. My fist thought was, am I going to get some of that food? My second thought was, will the foods scent cover up the smell of fear, because I know I reeked of it. As I walked in I was greeted by the general. There was 2 plates of food waiting for me and him. At least I know I am able to get some food on my stomach. The meeting reminded me of a memory for not so long ago.

It was a little over a year ago, the day I was as to join the CIA. The date was October 31,2009, Halloween. I had just finished a tour of duty with the Marines. Upon my arrival, a man in a block suit and black sunglasses even black shoes socks and skin. I didn’t know him, and he probably didn’t know me either. He approached me and told me to go to 1054 Lincoln street, in Washington,DC. Upon arriving at the location I took a long look at the building. It was old and beat down. I saw a note that told me to knock on the ally door, in the pattern. Knock wait 3 seconds, knock wait 3 seconds, knock wait 10 seconds. I had to repeat that 3 times my age(21). So I had to repeat it 63 times. When I finished the door opened and all the light were off. It was 10:30pm so I couldn’t see anything not even my hand 2 inches in front of my face. It didn’t seem like anyone was there but I steeped in anyway. Just as I had got far enough in so the door could close it did by itself. I could feel the wind from it as it closed, I didn’t want to be scared I had just got from seeing the worst thing ever not even this could make me scared. Then a path light up on the floor. I followed the path till I came to a door. I knocked opened the door and food was waiting for me. A man behind the desk said welcome to the CIA recruitment headquarters.

All of a sudden I was back in the enemy generals office somehow I had been having a conversation with him and eating the food.

The General was not short but was not tall either. About medium height, he was wearing jeans and a t-shirt. He asked me why I was in all me gear, I told him it had been a long day. We talked and laughed for about 15 minutes.

Then he had a serious look on face even his voice picked up a serious tone. He said “ Now, lets get down to business”. At first he didn’t seem like a serious person but I guess you can’t judge a book by its cover. I was a little relived to get this over with because time was running out. He gave me an envelope and told me to take the road and bury it at the bottom of the mountain. I told I would do it immediately, but that wasn’t my real plan. I had an envelope just like it in my bag, that when I went to bury it, I would swap the envelopes and bury the empty one. As I walked, I found the guard I knocked out the earlier and took his radio. I went outside, found my bag, put the new envelope in it and started down the road.

Never fail

"I'm done ,forget it its the last time I'm not turning back, just leave me alone I don't like this. I hate this, you know what it ends here. I QUIT!!
You know what. I'm done of doing everything and I cant get it right I just ruin everything ,I'm useless, I only did it to make my parents happy. But I'm done I just can't do it it's too much. I quit,quit and quit!!! Basta lla (Stop now).
That is what I hear every time someone wants to quit, they give up easily , and they will come up to me and tell me "well you don't know what it is like. Well I do know what it is like because just a few weeks back I had a situation were I was trying to make my parents happy. But there came a day where my dad told me he was finally going to buy me a guitar and he asked me if I was willing to give it a chance and try to learn how to play and I wasn't going to give up easily. I said it was OK that I was going to try my hardest so I started going to practice and I was learning and I at first I thought it was really easy because I'm a fast learner and I practice allot at first but then later on I had a situation everyone has. Well something everyone thinks is hard and something you can stop easily. It is quiting WHAT!!! People want to quit easily and they don't think of the people getting affected. I told my dad that I was going to try but later on I went and the teacher left more work and it was hard and I stopped to practice and I startedto be less interested in the whole guitar lesson. And one of the week I went the teacher asked me how it was going and I told him that I thought it was hard an I really started to loose the interest and I guess he got upset because he got out his phone and showed me this video. He showed me this video.http://www.vaclip.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1e61cb8dd3612f26d5ec. Later on I notice that people should not give up easily because this man has no arms and he can play the guitar imagine if you were helpless and you couldn't do anything in life you would be sad and you wouldn't be to do anything and this man is my hero right now. I look up to him because he is an inspiration because he plays the guitar with his feet ,it is hard to learn the guitar with your hands and
http://www.flickr.com/photos/62849250@N00/542892224
imagine he plays with his feet he is just amazing. What do you think about this situtaion?
I'm just saying but you have everthting in life from feet to hands and you can; do anything you want to if you try and not give up. Because you are completly . I would you to look at this video and think twice before you think of quiting. PLEASE!

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Scary story of La Llorona

Scary story of La Llorona4

    SCARY STORY: LA LlORONA ( THE WAILER)

I’ve heard many versions for the storyLa Llorona ( The Wailer).  Here’s my favorite version.
     In a small Mexico village, There lived a woman named Maria. She was very beautiful and wealthy. Every girl in the village wanted to be Maria. Maria thought no man was “Good enough for her”. Until Alexander a man from the village found her. He had heard many stories about Maria’s beauty and he was willing to capture her and her heart. When Maria saw this very handsome man she thought” I’m going to get him and his money and be the wealthiest woman in  the whole city.” She played a few tricks on Alexander, But Alexander fell into her traps anyways. They got married and they were the happiest couple in the whole village.
    Then a few years passed, Maria and Alexander had their first baby boy.  They named him Alejandro. Then when Alejandro was six, they had another baby girl and they named her Sophia. Then things started to change. Her husband was rarely even home. Coming back late from work.  Not showing any affection towards Maria. Maria started getting really jealous. Alexander started paying more attention to the children than Maria. Then, Maria started neglecting the kids. 
    A few days later, her husband finally came home. But, something was wrong. He came out the car , there was another woman in the car. Alexander wanted to leave Maria for another wealthier woman. Maria got so angry, she slapped him across the face. Alexander pushed her and said ” If you do anything to my kids, I will kill you and no one will know that I did it. I’ll pick them up in the morning.” Then  he left with all his belongings.  When her husband left, she got her children and started beating, slapping and kicking them until they were full of blood and there body were purple. Then she started yelling at them” You two are a mistake and I wish I had an abortion!” Maria took the kids clothes off and dragged them by the hair into the bathroom. She threw them into the bathroom and turned on the  icy-cold water and showered them.She locked them into their room without eating.
    No one would imagined what would happened next.
     Maria was full of rage.  She would stop at nothing to get rid of her children. When her kids were finally asleep, She carried the oldest Alejandro (6) to the lake behind her house , and got into the water. When the water was up to her waist, she let go of sleepy Alejandro and grabbed him by the head and started drowning him. She let go of him when he stopped moving, Laying lifeless on top of the water. Then she did the same thing to baby Sophia(2).
     Then when she finally got back to her senses, She realized what she had done. She started wailing, crying and screaming for what she had done. She tried to get them back but they were already down the other side of the lake. So drowned herself .
   In the early morning the village people started screaming because they saw Maria’s kids floating dead on the water. They never found Maria’s body. When they told the news to Alexander, he started cryings and screaming ” I will go find and kill Maria for what she has done  to my children.” The village people knew Maria was dead because they heard a scream last night. Then Don Danny told Alexander “Maria is dead.”  Alexander was in shock and said ” I should have never left Maria and my children.” Don said ”  You should have said that to her yesterday and this tragedy wouldn’t have had happened and you shouldn’t have  left her for this rich brat. Good day Sir and goodbye.”
A few days later Alexander left the village to forget what had  happened.
  Few weeks later at night when the moon is up you Can her La Llorona also called the Wailer calling for her dead children ” Mis niños, Donde están mis niños.” She looks for her kids through out rivers, lakes and streams in Central America. If a child is playing near or standing near a river La Llorona ( The Wailer) grabs them and drags them into the water. She thinks those are her dead  children.
A small boy named Jose was late to his house. He was at a friend house and lost track of time. Then  clouds started rolling in and he heard a small voice saying “Mis niños, Donde están mis niños.” Then it got louder and louder. He froze and he saw this woman eyes were full of blood, mouth was black with yellow teeth, hands were wrinkly, finger nails were black and yellow, her nose was missing, her hair was falling, her feet were scraped and full with blood and her clothes was ripped and thin. She was scary thin. When Jose saw all this, he was scared out of is mind. His whole body was frozen,even his mouth. She grabbed his legs and started dragging him. When they were almost in the water, the church bell rung. Jose could feel her hand getting looser and looser. Until she was gone.
   Jose ran home. His mom got angry and yelled at him but she stopped and looked at his face expression, and said ” Son what happened to you. You have hand prints all over you arms and legs.” Jose said ” La Llorona was trying to grab me.”  His mom said ” La Llorona. What . When. Where.”  Jose told her mom about what happened and how the church bells save him.  His mom handed him a blue and red Rosary and said ” Son this will keep you safe.” Then Jose put it on. Then few days later Jose’s family moved away.
      So families don’t let their children go out and play or wander around at night, because they are scared that La Llorona will snatch them, kill them and take their poor souls.
  So be careful when your by yourself at night because you don’t know who else is standing next to you, like La Llorona. You never know if you Hear her say ” Mis niños, Donde están mis niños.”  But, you can never hide or escape her. So start running when you hear her.
That’s the story of La Llorona. Thanks for hearing the story. :)

The Girl I was Never Meant to be

I got so caught up trying to be cool

Dissing my real friends skipping school

No longer caring where i'd end up next

Not even having protected sex

I no longer attend school and i'm only 16

Pregnant, with the father nowhere to be seen

Before the skipping, dissing, and not caring about school

All I did was make A's and B's

Now all I do is see

See the friends that used to be mine

See the education I could have made mine

Im' nothing but a highschool drop out with the baby on the way

This is the girl I was never mean't to be

All I did was try to be cool

Now I don't even know what to do!

Dear Diary

Written by Morgan Craddock, 2011

Dear Diary, Its May 12th
My name is Emily I’m starting college in August I’m 19  and this is my first page in my diary i have never have done this be fore so I’m trying new things out.
Dear Diary,
Its July 8th At 10:00am And today is the first day of my scuba diving lessons and I am doing it all on my own no friend’s or anything and that’s a big change for me because I do everything with my friends and its time for a change.
Its July 8th at 4:00 pm. Today during Scuba lessons I mad eye contact with this very cute guy his name is Blake.  After class we started talking and found that we had a lot in common. While we were talking, he asked for my number and said maybe sometime this week we could go out and get to know each other a little bit better. I was thinking to my self I am so lucky.  Other then that Scuba diving went great and I’m happy I did this.  the water was cold but it was hot summers day so it was good. It was so amazing to see all the fish, one fish I saw was the clown fish.
Dear Diary,
Its July 10th at 10:00 am, So today I have Scuba class and I’m really hoping he would have called me by now but he hasn’t so I guess we will see how it goes.
Dear Diary,
It’s July 10th at 6:45 pm. Blake was there and he asked me out to coffee after class and of course i said yes! We went to starbucks and got to know each other on a whole nothing level and he said that he would love to take me out on a real date. Ahhh I was so happy when I came home I just layed on my bed for a little while thinking about how cute he is and how much I like him and that nothing can stop me now for falling for this guy.
Dear Dairy,
It’s July 12th at 10:53  Today is the last day of Scuba diving lessons and I’m becoming a certified Scuba diver and also the last time I’m going to see him without making plans and I hope he likes me as much as i like him he’s everything I’m looking for and ugh I just cant wait to see him. <3
Dear Diary,
Its July 23 Me and Blake have been hanging out almost every day. I like him so much and I think he likes me to. Well I mean hope he does if he’s spending all his time with me haha.
Dear Diary
 it August 19th and today is my first day at college. I just found out that Blake is going to the same college as me I think that’s amazing I hope today goes really good a I make a lot of new friends.
To be Continued…

The 1st Story of Alice Jacobs

Posted on March 31st, 2011 at 12:17 pm by Erin Hooper


This is a story about Alice Jacobs, I’ll tell you about her first so you get an idea of how she is. She’s 14 , with long blonde hair, she looks like a kid that wears to much make up but it still looks good, she has a woman’s body but its shorter than most. She’s never really had a great life once her parents split up her and her mom moved in with this guy, Tom who had a 16 year old brat of a son.
One day when her mom was at work and the son was at a friends house, Alice was singing while doing the dishes when Tom walked in. Alice thought he was all ready creepy because of the way he looks at her so she try’s to not pay atinchtoin as he walks up behind her and starts to kiss her neck. She try’s to push away he grabs her and holds her from behind saying .
“I’ve been watching you… I know you want me too.” She screams as he starts to laugh and holds her titer, he says very calmly “Shh, it will all be over soon.”
As he finishes Alice is laying there crying thinking “Why me? Why now?” she going up stars hurt and tired, she try’s to wash off but she never feels clean, never feels right, never feels pretty.
Tom knock’s on the door “If you tell any one I’ll kill you.” he says very clear.
But her and her mom move out the next week because Tom and her Mom get in to a really big fight, so they move to this really small town. Where Alice starts to go to church, She doesn’t believe in most of the things they tell her she says that she does believe in god just not the bible. She doesn’t hang out with the girls and there’s really only 2 people that talk to her and that’s Nate and Drew.
Nate is a total goody goody he’s tall, 18, with light brown hair, but even though him and Alice are so different they are best friends. Drew is 17 he’s tall, with long reddish blond hair, and the bluest eye’s he’s kinda the bad boy of the church don’t take this the wrong way he’s a total sweet heart but he smoke’s and drunks and get’s away with it all. Alice has a little crush on Drew and then after a year of knowing each other she find’s out that he has a crush on her too. So they start talking and hanging out and then one day Drew tells Alice he’s in love with her.
So the next time they hang out Drew starts to kiss her and she feel’s so safe in his arms and then she relies they’re at him home in his room with no parents and his brothers are gone too “did he plane this”she thinks. She starts to feel like somethings not right as Drew starts to unbutton her shirt she pulls away fast. “STOP!” she says “Is this all you want from me?…Sex?”
He look’s at her like she’s gone crazy “No, Alice I love you and if your not ready I’ll wait for you.”
She says “Its not that I’m not ready its just that… you no I don’t believe in love so why do you keep saying that and making me feel bad about this.”
“Because Alice,” he says like he might cry “I do love you I’m not sure why and I’m not sure how but I know its true. Your the one for me Alice and even if you never love me I will never stop loving you. If you just like me enough to stay with me I’ll be the luckiest guy in the world” then giving her the sweetest kiss making her want more but she knows she must stop so she doesn’t dare touch him anymore.
So they just lay there and as they are laying down Drew look’s up at the wall and says “You make me want to do things I know aren’t right. And I want to take from you what isn’t right for me to take. It’s not fair to you, but trust me it’s no more fair to me either.”
 Alice sits up and look’s died at Drew “You cant take what I don’t have anymore.”
“What do you mean? I thought you’ve never…” says Drew he look’s as if he got hit by a car.
 “i haven’t, well not willingly anyway…” she says as a tear rolls down her cheek.
 “Don’t tell me who it was. I’ll kill ‘em I swear! How could someone hurt you like that, Oh god Alice I’m so sorry.” He grabs her, holds her in his arms and says “As long as your with me nothing bad will ever happen to you I promise I will never hurt you, And if I do I wont be able to live with myself knowing I put you through any pain.”
 Alice looks up at Drew in to his eye’s and says for the first time to the first person “I love you.”

Albino Animals

Albinism can occur in humans and animals. Albinism is caused by genetics and there are different types of albinism. There are some cases when some animals are mistaken to have albinism. Animals with albinism will face a lot of challenges in their life especially if they live in the wild and there are health concerns too.
 
An albino animal is albino because it has little or no melanin at all. Melanin is a dark pigment that is produced by the animal cells.(Miller, John. “All About Albinism | MDC.” MDC |.) It gives the animal it’s natural colouration. If the cells don’t make melanin then the animal’s nails, eyes, skin, and hair or scales will appear white or at least very light.(Miller, John. “All About Albinism | MDC.” MDC |. ) An albino animal is the result of  both of the parents carrying the albino gene and passing it on to their child.  Albino animals are very rare because the gene for it is a recessive trait and the usual colour of the animal is the dominant. Only a few animals carry the albino gene.(Miller, John. “All About Albinism | MDC.” MDC|)
 
I found out there are something called pure albinos, partial albinos, and leucistic animals people could mistake these animals for each other quite easily, since it’s kind of confusing, but there are certain ways people can tell if a animal is albino. A sure way of confirming if an animal is a pure albino is checking to see if the eyes of the animal are red or light blue. The animal could also have pink nails, scales, or skin because the blood vessels are seen through the skin because there is no  pigmentation. A partial albino animal has the normal colouration of it’s species but parts of it’s body will be white.(Miller, John. “All About Albinism | MDC.” MDC |.) Leucistic animals appear white and have white hair, scales, or skin but it’s eyes will have pigmentation making them a dark color. (Nair, Sonia. “Albinism in Animals.” Buzzle Web Portal: Intelligent Life on the Web.)
 
Albino animals do have some health risks. Since they don’t have their normal pigmentation to protect them from the sun rays they can suffer from sunburn and develop skin cancer. And they don’t have melanin in their eyes so they could develop eye conditions.(Nair, Sonia. “Albinism in Animals.” Buzzle Web Portal: Intelligent Life on the Web.) But they could also have enhanced night vision because of the amount of light that reaches their retinas.(Kristie, K. “10 Straight Facts About Albino Animals | Scienceray.” Scienceray | All That Is Science, Astronomy, Biology, Chemistry, Mathematics, Physics. K Kristie,) They also have to be careful if they live in the wild because they don’t have their normal pigmentation and will stand out to predictors if they are prey animals animals. If the albino animal  is a herd animal, then it could be ignored by the other members of the herd and chased  out of the herd too. If the albino animal is a predator then it would stand out to its prey and alert it and if it can’t adapt, then  it will die of starvation. Since a lot of species males species use their natural coloration to attract mates, an albino animal would have a hard time finding a mate.(Cliff, Grandpa. “Albino Animals – Introduction – Cliff Lamere.” Grandpa Cliff’s Science Website for Teenagers – Cliff Lamere.)
 
As you can see, there are a lot of diffferent factors that determine if an animal is a true albino or not. The added health risks these animals face also make them different to  the animal world. Like people though, each one is unique and special.
  
Bibliography
Cliff, Grandpa. “Albino Animals – Introduction – Cliff Lamere.” Grandpa Cliff’s Science Website for Teenagers – Cliff Lamere. 29 Jan. 2006. Web. 6 May 2011. .
Kristie, K. “10 Straight Facts About Albino Animals | Scienceray.” Scienceray | All That Is Science, Astronomy, Biology, Chemistry, Mathematics, Physics. K Kristie, 7 Apr. 2009. Web. 29 Apr. 2011. .
Miller, John. “All About Albinism | MDC.” MDC |. 2 June 2005. Web. 28 Apr. 2011. .
Nair, Sonia. “Albinism in Animals.” Buzzle Web Portal: Intelligent Life on the Web. 14 May 2010. Web. 29 Apr. 2011. .

Greatest Basketball Players of all Time


To begin with, the National Basketball League has been around for at least 50 years. There have been alot of basketball legends that have done extraordinary things. Some of those players are: Michael Jordan, Earvin “Magic” Johnson, Larry Bird, and Julius Erving. All of these players have had at least 3 championship rings, and Michael Jordan got almost all of his rings with the legendary coach, Phil Jackson. Another thing that they all have in common is their scoring ability, and their mentality to win.
One of the legends of basketball, that everyone knows, is Michael Jordan. When Michael Jordan was growing up he always wanted to be the greatest. Although, he wasn’t really the greatest in high school. He was cut from his 8th grade basketball team, and didn’t make his Laney High School Varsity team. He went to college at the University of North Carolina, and from there he became a legend. The first game that people started to look at him was when he made the game winning shot with 18 seconds left in the game. (”Michael Jordan’s Bio”) When he came out of college he had 2 national championship rings, and was going to the NBA Draft. He was picked number 3 by the Chicago Bulls. His first year at the Bulls he got rookie of the year, averaging 28.5 points per game, 6.5 rebound per game, and 6 unmatched assist per game. When he signed a contract with Nike, after the first year he made his own brand, called “Air Jordan.”After this he played Larry Bird and the Celtics, and averaged 47 PPG. Although they lost this series, He still ended up with 6 rings when he retired from the Chicago Bulls.(”Michael Jordan Summary”)
The next superstar in the NBA, that everyone knows, is Earvin “Magic” Johnson. This NBA legend went to Everest High School in the state of Michigan. He wasn’t that good in high school, but when he got to college that changed. He signed with Michigan state, coming out of his forth year of High School. He was drafted to the Los Angeles Lakers, as the first overall pick.(”Magic Johnson Summary”) He also set the record for the tallest and biggest point guards; He was 6 foot 9 inches. He played 13 years in the NBA, and came down with his nickname Magic. He got this nickname from his stunning three point shot. After a game he was interviewed, and he said,”it was almost like Magic.”He ended with 5 championship rings, just one under Michael Jordan. (Magic Johnson Bio”)
Last but not least, The superstar, that played at the Boston Celtics, is Larry Bird. Bird was well known for his unnatural shooting ability. He could make almost anything from the three point line. He played thirteen season, and played against some of the hardest working players, and still became an unstoppable legend. He would leap over chairs, fans, and benches just to recover a loose ball; He was always determined to win. Larry Bird was a clutch player, which means he was a scorer, a passer, a re-bounder, and a team player.(”Larry Bird’s Bio”) Bird had so much self confidence in himself, that he would go up to the other players bench and predict a 40 point game for himself. He was definitely among one of the greatest.
All there of these people have the same thing in common. THEY WANT TO WIN. They were determined for there name to be brought up when they were talking about basketball on Sportscenter.(”Top 50 Basketball Players in the NBA”) In conclusion, they all became legends, and changed the style of basketball.Michael Jordan, Larry Bird, and Magic Johnson all have the ability to win, score, and become a legend. They have all had Championship Finals rings. All three of these players made basketball what it is today.

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Logic the Solution Mix

Written by Cristian Larrea on May 27th, 2011

They say the odds against me are crooked and impossible
like I was born with a hole in my heart as an obstacle
or left to die by the doctors in the children’s hospital
but I never lose hope success is physic logical
the world is hostile and the street is my education
I look at the the Earth and say this my creation
I look at the stars and say this is my nation
It’s funny how on the block people will kill you for cash
but never raise the gun to cry out freedom at last
 cuz they mind is narrower  then the righteous path
my heart frozen but some how still getting colder
Atlas walking through the projects with  the hood on my shoulders
I would like to raise my children to grow to be soldiers
but then a general would decide when they life will be over
my music is a universal language
like the sound of bullets emptying and reloading
so if i should ever fall
and get caught in a hustle
let em know that i died while i fought in struggle
spray paint on the street
and in the subway tunnles
write it down and remeber that we never gave in
the mind of a child is were the soution begins
so as my blood hits the earth
let the true god forgive me and my brothers sins
so if i should ever fall
and get caught in a hustle
let em know that i died while i fought in struggle
spray paint on the street
and in the subway tunnles
write it down and remeber that we never gave in
the mind of a child is were the soution begins
so as my blood hits earth
let the true god forgive me and my brothers sins
but you should never blindly follow a religion
i dont see the difference in the wrong and the wrong
soldiers empty clips in little kids and they moms
jus like a desprate muslim strapped to a bomb
im the last one standing
humanity is gone
smoked up in a reality bong
logic you never herd me preach in a song
im leaving the past
like a drug addict
clean and sober leaving the stash
unbreakable logic leaving the plane crash
im not controversial
im just speaking the facts
unlike the ignorant
racism against hispanics and blacks
but we can change it at last
you can make the future
but it starts with leaving the past
leaving the past
like a drug addict
clean and sober leaving the stash
unbreakable logic leaving the plane crash
i dont see the difference in the wrong and the wrong
soldiers empty clips in little kids and they moms
jus like a desprate muslim strapped to a bomb
humanity is gone
smoked up in a reality bong
you never herd me preach in a song
im not controversial
im just speaking the facts
you can make the future
but it starts with leaving the past
so if i should ever fall
and get caught in a hustle
let em know that i died while i fought in struggle
spray paint on the street
and in the subway tunnles
write it down and remeber that we never gave in
the mind of a child is were the soution begins
so as my blood hits earth
let the true god forgive me and my brothers sins
so if i should ever fall
and get caught in a hustle
let em know that i died while i fought in struggle
spray paint on the street
and in the subway tunnles
write it down and remeber that we never gave in
the mind of a child is were the soution begins
so as my blood hits earth
let the true god forgive me and my brothers sins

Issmo. Claudia



Lights turned off another bill sent
The T.V. don't work and it's hard to pay rent
Home broke down alot of things need fivxin'
Barley got the money to put food in the kitchen
But no ones gonna get the best of me
Can"t nobody hold me down
Strugglin' and fightin' with a smile on my face
Cause I'll be the one to turn things around
Gonna break these chains and end the cycle
Make it to the top prove to all who was doutful
Because life hasn't been so sweet theses
years
Falling down while having to hold back the tears
But gotta stay strong for every little kid
So they ain't gotta do the things I did
With mi jefa stressin' and pa behind bars
It makes happiness seem so far
Whatever I do never seems to be enough
But when they push me down i get right back up
Seen alot of thing a shouldn't even know at my age
I know my future eight feet under or locked up in the cage
But we do what we gotta do to make it through theses hard times
I'll never be perfect but I'll try my best to make it to the end where I'll shine.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

forget haters

this is hate

feel it but never see it,
they get close but then disapper.
they act like your friends,
but then they try to ruin you,
forget haters.
they say they will,
be by your side.
forget haters.
they say that they,
will go with you.
forget haters.
one day they act kind,
the others…. just,
forget haters.
you don’t need them
they say you do,
forget haters.
who needs to,
remember haters
anyway.

Love. (:







Physical is one type of love and it is how you are atrratced to someone, Emotional is the other type of love and that is the feelings you have for that other person. The three stages of love are the same for everyone: lust or romantic feelings, physical attraction, and emotional attachment. The stages of love aren’t necessarily separated by markers like anniversaries or events (such as getting married). Rather, the three stages of love blend together in one long stroke of love. Romantic feelings or lust is the first stage of love. Romantic love is driven by testosterone and estrogen. Mating is the evolutionary purpose of this stage of love; it creates strong physical attraction and sets the stage for emotional attachment. In this stage of love, endorphins soak your brain and you’re immersed in intense pleasurable sensations. Your lover is perfect, ideal, made for you. In this stage of love you feel exhilarated and even “high” (similar to the feeling you get after you eat really good chocolate or have a great workout). You feel infatuated in this stage of love.
Physical attraction and power struggles make up the second stage of love (the “lovesick” phase). You may lose your appetite, need less sleep, and daydream about your lover on the bus, during meetings, in the shower. In this stage of love, dopamine, norepinephrine, and serotonin are racing through your body and brain. You’re also trying to shape your lover into your ideal partner – which is where the power struggles come in. In this stage of relationship, you’re becoming more realistic, and you two may fight about things like whether or not to buy organic food or listen to country music. The infatuation is wearing off, a strong emotional attachment begins to set in, and feelings of infatuation fade.
Emotional attachment or unconditional acceptance is the third stage of love. Emotional attachment involves commitment, partnership, and even children (a fear of intimacy prevents many from reaching this stage of love). In this stage of love, you’re aware of both positive and negative traits in your partner, and you’ve decided you want to build a life together. Confrontation is most likely to occur in this stage of love (though if you’re authentic and honest, it’ll also happen in the second stage of love). You and your partner will either work towards a healthy, loving relationship or decide to call it quits (Pawlik-Kienlen, Laurie).
There is also this thing called “tough love” it is a expression used when someone treats another person harsh, or sternly to help that person out in the long run. It is like when a Mother punishes her Son for stealing a video game from the store, she punished him because if she didnt she knows that he will think it is ok to do it and it could lead to something worse like robbing a bank. So she used “tough love” she was stern with her son and punished him to help him out in the long run.
Love takes more from you then anything else does. To have and make a good relationship it takes, honesty, trust, sympothy, happiness, aggreements, good communication, forgiveness, good attitude, responsibility, fairness, and support. The other two are based on something different whitch follows up under “Physical Love”, Limits, and to not base your whole relationship on sexual activity only. You need all of these to have a good and happy relationship.
Complicated love, love is very comlicated and at many times it will be hard. There will be arguements and fights alot and about many different things. Love can never get satisfied with a partial commitment. Love demands your full attention and all your energy. It is not therefore love that is so complicated but mainly us that can not live up to its expectations. We tend to believe that words will make up for our lack of devotions, and sex will solve all our shortcomings in a relation. Unfortunately, love is much more than physical satisfaction and beautiful words. As an example, marriages often suffer from open truth. Most men and women would tell you how hurtful their partner is. This always occur after two people know too much of each other. It is the time when the nice words and the sex can not make up for all our flaws. It is the time when partners do not try to hide their personal disappointments as they do not receive what they bargained for. It is the time when truth is said to hurt because we are feeling cheated by love. In reality, love never fails us. We fail love. We jump into relationships without being sure of how strongly we love the person, and if we are ready to commit. And when we fail, we just jump to a new one without resolving the issues that made us fail the first one. So, is love complicated? Not really. But we, humans, are. We have so many issues, work related, family related, our differences, our religions, our beliefs, our fears, and all our expectations. By the time we enroll ourselves into a relationship, our mind is already so full that we do not take time to think and realize what we are signing for. We push ourselves forward in the heat of the moment ( Ndong Frederick).
This walk i call Life, and Love is the bggest part of it. – Deanna Mascle






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