Gone But NEVER Forgotten...

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He wasn't good for me,

He had a bad repetition,

He had a horrible attitude,

He was way too old for me,

He treated his ex girlfriends like trash on the side of the street,

He even hit them.

But that still wasn't good enough for me. I still wanted him. I let him talk to into a relationship. I knew what his past looked like but I was looking at what I wouldn't him and I to have through rose colored glasses, where everything was perfect.

Everyone including my parents said I couldn't and shouldn't be with him but still i wanted him. I heard what people were saying it went in one ear and out the other. He had me wrapped around his fingers like a little baby learning to walk. Just the way he wanted it.

He started treating me like he could care less about me. He said I started tipping but i can't see how all I ever did was give him my heart. I hope that girl he created on me with make him happy Because I'm not going to fall back into him arms, and I swear there's are the last tears that will ever fall from my eyes over him.

I let it slide and pushed the pain away, but this time he has crossed the line and it is the end of our race. Its over and done and never to ran again.

I wrote this poem to say this I know how it feels to be in an aduse relationship. I know you may feel like he loves you but he really doesn't. Thankfully I got out before it go too bad. He may not have hit me but he hurt me emotionally, like the saying sticks and stones may break my bone but works will never hurt. I am living poof that words do hurt sometimes even worst. If I would have stayed, it would have been only time before he would have hit me. If you are in an aduse relationship it's never too late to get out, there's always hope!