One Bad Choice

Have you ever made a mistake that your still paying for everyday,
as you laying awake .
regretting all the pain, still crying today.
Neva thought he'd be the one to make you life this way.
He tells them I'm the one to blame.
people stay judging me on every sin,
hate the fact it lives within.
cutting you like a knife,
every bits and pieces taking away ya life.
locking yourself down,
building up a wall.
left ya cold hearted as you see yourself fall.
never thought he'd be the reason,
believing,  he would never do you wrong.
you gave him you heart put he just tore it all apart.
Now every day for the rest of your life,
you have to sit back and think.
Were it went wrong an STD gave to you like a song,
with no melody ,
no beat,  no harmony ,
 just plan old words write on a page .
use to think it was amazing but I guess I was death.
No room to think ,
no air to breath,
foolish decisions,
words never given,
talks always forbidden,
never told me of this sin that I'll live wit til the end !
One bad choice can take away family,
take away your hopes ,
take away your dreams.
Now lets see if you know what I mean !
                                                             -Shaytania